Sudden Light 明灭之间

BY Dante Gabriel Rossetti

I have been here before,

But when or how I cannot tell:

I know the grass beyond the door,

The sweet keen smell,

The sighing sound, the lights around the shore.

我曾来过这里，

但是说不清是何时何故：

我记得门外的野草

和他们那清甜的味道，

海潮的叹息和岸边的灯火。

You have been mine before,—

How long ago I may not know:

But just when at that swallow's soar

Your neck turn'd so,

Some veil did fall,—I knew it all of yore.

你曾经属于我，

是多久之前我已记不得：

但就在燕子腾空的一刹那，

你回头看见了我，

面纱也随之垂落——但那已经是很久以前的事了。

Has this been thus before?

And shall not thus time's eddying flight

Still with our lives our love restore

In death's despite,

And day and night yield one delight once more?

是早已如此？

还是因为经历了时间的漩涡，

我们的爱随着生活的过往开始修复。

就算置生死于不顾，

还能否在日夜的更替间再寻得一丝欢愉？

The Old Walk

像往常一样的散步

by William Nicholson (writer/director)

I began by thinking I could save you,

but in the end all I can do is honor you.

My mother, first among women,

my warmth and my comfort, my safety, my pride.

You are the one I want to please,

you are the one I want to applaud me.

开始我以为能拯救你，

但最后只能赞颂你。

我的母亲，我最爱的女人，我的温暖和安逸，安全和自豪。

我只想取悦你，

我只想让你为我骄傲。

My father first among men,

my teacher and my judge,

the man I know I will become.

You grow older now,

you are still ahead of me as you will always be, forever further down the road.

我的父亲，我最爱的男人，

我的老师，我的裁判，

是我以后会成为的那个人。

虽然你已经不再年轻，

但你还是一如往常地走在我的前面，走在比我远的路上。

Forgive me for needing you to be strong forever.

Forgive me for fearing your unhappiness.

As you suffer so I shall suffer.

As you endure I shall endure.

Hold my hands and walk the old walk one last time, then let me go.

原谅我对你的需要，需要你永远坚强。

原谅我对你的担心，担心你的不快乐。

因为你痛苦我就痛苦

你难受我就难受

请握着我的手

最后一次

像往常一样去散步

然后让我走。

For The Fallen

by Laurence Binyon

With proud thanksgiving, a mother for her children,

England mourns for her dead across the sea.

Flesh of her flesh they were, spirit of her spirit,

Fallen in the cause of the free.

Solemn the drums thrill; Death august and royal

Sings sorrow up into immortal spheres,

There is music in the midst of desolation

And a glory that shines upon our tears.

They went with songs to the battle, they were young,

Straight of limb, true of eye, steady and aglow.

They were staunch to the end against odds uncounted;

They fell with their faces to the foe.

They shall grow not old, as we that are left grow old:

Age shall not weary them, nor the years condemn.

At the going down of the sun and in the morning

We will remember them.

They mingle not with their laughing comrades again;

They sit no more at familiar tables of home;

They have no lot in our labour of the day-time;

They sleep beyond England's foam.

But where our desires are and our hopes profound,

Felt as a well-spring that is hidden from sight,

To the innermost heart of their own land they are known

As the stars are known to the Night;

As the stars that shall be bright when we are dust,

Moving in marches upon the heavenly plain;

As the stars that are starry in the time of our darkness,

To the end, to the end, they remain.

Say not the Struggle nought Availeth

BY arthur Hugh Clough

Say not the struggle nought availeth,

The labour and the wounds are vain,

The enemy faints not, nor faileth,

And as things have been they remain.

If hopes were dupes, fears may be liars;

It may be, in yon smoke concealed,

Your comrades chase e'en now the fliers,

And, but for you, possess the field.

For while the tired waves, vainly breaking

Seem here no painful inch to gain,

Far back through creeks and inlets making,

Comes silent, flooding in, the main.

And not by eastern windows only,

When daylight comes, comes in the light,

In front the sun climbs slow, how slowly,

But westward, look, the land is bright.

An Irish Airman Foresees His Death

by W. B. Yeats

I know that I shall meet my fate

Somewhere among the clouds above;

Those that I fight I do not hate

Those that I guard I do not love;

My country is Kiltartan Cross,

My countrymen Kiltartan’s poor,

No likely end could bring them loss

Or leave them happier than before.

Nor law, nor duty bade me fight,

Nor public man, nor cheering crowds,

A lonely impulse of delight

Drove to this tumult in the clouds;

I balanced all, brought all to mind,

The years to come seemed waste of breath,

A waste of breath the years behind

In balance with this life, this death.

An Exequy to His Matchless Never to be Forgotten Friend (1657)

Henry King

Sleep on, my love, in thy cold bed,

Never to be disquieted!

My last goodnight! Thou wilt not wake

Till I thy fate shall overtake;

Till age, or grief, or sickness must

Marry my body to that dust

It so much loves, and fill the room

My heart keeps empty in thy tomb.

Stay for me there, I will not fail

To meet thee in that hollow vale.

And think not much of my delay;

I am already on the way,

And follow thee with all the speed

Desire can make, or sorrows breed.

Each minute is a short degree,

And every hour a step towards thee.

At night when I betake to rest,

Next morn I rise nearer my west

Of life, almost by eight hours’ sail,

Than when sleep breathed his drowsy gale.

Thus from the sun my bottom steers,

And my day’s compass downward bears;

Nor labour I to stem the tide

Through which to thee I swiftly glide.

‘Tis true, with shame and grief I yield,

Thou like the van first took’st the field,

And gotten hath the victory

In thus adventuring to die

Before me, whose more years might crave

A just precedence in the grave.

But hark! my pulse like a soft drum

Beats my approach, tells thee I come;

And slow howe’er my marches be,

I shall at last sit down by thee.

The thought of this bids me go on,

And wait my dissolution

With hope and comfort. Dear, (forgive

The crime) I am content to live

Divided, with but half a heart,

Till we shall meet and never part.

《cheer up》前两天看完了，当时刷小视频看到男二和女主很甜，就找来去看。看之前就对男主有一些偏见，但看完我觉得感情线问题不大，还挺真实的，虽然被骂惨了（轻喷）

女主长这么大，没依赖过别人，再加上前男友家庭条件很好，看不起自己，难免对男二这种富家子弟猛烈攻势表示抗拒。没有父亲，会更容易对男主这样的性格和作风动心（我指的是动心，后来喜欢不止因为这个）。后来相处久了，男主这样做事妥帖，有原则，又有点憨憨的性格，又能让她感到安全感，慢慢学着去依赖。男主一个人习惯了，孤独久了就很难意识到爱情和友情的区别。不是为渣男开脱，是我真的觉得男主不渣。有一个白月光很正常，男主只是在没确定心意的时候，没有对女主表示偏爱，我觉得这也正常。而且他的几次逃避，都不是为了白月光，而是为了女主的安全。确定心意之后，他很明显的偏爱，但在偏爱中又有原则，能给女主简单的幸福。我觉得他俩很配，在一起也很甜。

当然男二也很好，我是为了他去看的。甚至一度希望有反转哈哈，我就是这么多情。多情少爷为女主转性这种情节，戳中了多少人的爽点hh，但我觉得他输掉的很大原因就是，他总是太直白了。不是说直白有错，是太直给会让女主这样性格的人觉得莫名其妙（最开始的确是这样），虽然大家都说打直球很好。甚至我觉得男二太好了，是很完美的偶像剧男主剧本。完美没有错，只是可能有些不适合女主而已。

被骂的最惨的地方是女主和男二kiss之后不负责，不过这个kiss是男二主动的，女主都没啥意识，不知道为什么很多人骂女主？总的来说是青春热血剧，虽然我觉得有点不太适合我这种完全不了解韩国文化的人来看。整部剧没有太认真拍应援大战和上台的场面，可能也是因为演员们也很难跳的那么好，而且韩国人可能很容易能想象，所以也不用拍的太细致。但不太了解的我，看着看着就总觉得啦啦队好奇怪，也很难想象应援大战是什么样子。

而且青春热血和友情线都写的不够好，emmm，就是很难共情，也有悬疑线作祟fe原因，每次我觉得该有煽情的地方了就强加悬疑，莫名其妙。悬疑线我觉得是最大的败笔，实在太愚蠢了。要写就好好写，不能逻辑自洽就别写，我真是从头到尾都不明白。我一直在想一个问题，韩国的警察这么没用吗？？（仅针对这部剧）算是及格吧，我觉得比国内大部分的青春片都值得看，但如果不能忍受三角恋和愚蠢的悬疑线，速速避雷。

3星，科幻氛围弱，但影片设定的两极世界对比讽刺深刻， 一边中年危机穷困潦倒，活着很苦。另一边生活富足名利拖累，活着很累。 嗑药很爽，虚拟世界很广， 很苦的生活里有女儿，有真情，有关心。 极乐的生活里有别墅泳池，但依旧抱怨水凉，媳妇唠叨不知足让人反感。 人到底需要什么？ ？只有自己经历过一些坎坷事情之后，才清楚自己想要什么！！

这部片确实不怎么样，屁股收拾的太不干净，情节生硬，但我很喜欢开头的那种丧。艺术家独有的不遇不甘到弃与不弃之间，演得很传神，请你了解一点艺术史再做定论。提波切利 塞尚 蒙克 甚至晚年老毕，那种忧郁到变态的美，丝毫不具温度。王东的演技，剧组选的绘画，我最欣赏这两个，前期气氛烘托的很好。其次好好看的话，你会发现画师是好人，那句下辈子还你代表了他想自杀来报答经纪人，而经纪人更是好人，他拼死拼活让他参加拍卖，他把五成都给了那个女的，五五分成意味着经纪人一分不赚。那句以后你就不用愁了，他真的是在为画师考虑。可是刻画太表面，不过细想你真的会为经纪人那种情意动容。

或许他讲的就是那种好人沉沦，只是刻画在浅。全剧有一个好人吗？你仔细想想，一个买凶杀人诈骗保险公司，让一个无辜者背锅的画师；沉沦的画师；有家室的姚悦；好像都不是好人，可都为之动容。

退一步，有好的地方，比起国产神剧，真的是良心。可是借鉴元素太多，结构紊乱，人物刻画太轻。导致最后平淡如水。可是我们有一点包容，品析深层人物内在变化，还是值得趣味的。

结局真的是在搞笑吗？2022年看过最难看的电影，真是无脑剧情，东拼西凑……我真的不想写影评的人，实在忍不住。。。不建议观看，期望越高，失望越高。………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………