" Either peace or happiness, let it enfold you.

When I was a young man I felt that these things were dumb, unsophisticated.

I had bad blood, a twisted mind, a precarious upbringing.

I was hard as granite. I leered at the sun. I trusted no man and especially no woman. I was living a hell in small rooms. I broke things, smashed things, walked through glass cursed. I challenged everything was continually being evicted, jailed, in and out of fights, in and out of my mind.

Women were something to screw and rail at

I had no male friends. I changed jobs and cities. I hated hoildays, babies, history, newspapers, museums, grandmothers, marriage, movie, Spiders, garbagemen, English accents, Spain, France, Italy, walnuts and color orange.

Algebra angered me. Opera sickened me.Charlie Chaplin was a fake. And flowers were for pansies.

Peace and happiness were to me signs of inferiority, tenants of the weak and addled mind. But as I went on with my alley fights, my suicidal years, my passage through any number of women, it gradually began to occur to me that I wasn't different from the others, I was the same.

They were all fulsome with hatred, glossed over with petty grievances.

The men I fought in alleys had hearts of stone.

Everybody was nudging, inching, cheating for some insignificant advantage.

The lie was the weapon, and the plot was empty. Darkness was the dictator.

Cautiously, I allowed myself to feel good at times. I found moments of peace in cheap rooms just staring at the knobs of some dresser or listening to the rain in the dark.

The less I needed, the better I felt.

Maybe the other life had worn me down. I no longer found glamour in topping somebody in conversation or in mounting the body of some poor, drunken female whose life had slipped away into sorrow.

I could never gobble down all its poisons. But there were parts, tenuous magic parts, open for the asking.

I reformulated. I don't know when-- date, time, all that-- but the change occured.

Something in the relaxed, smoothed out. I no longer had to prove that I was a man. I didn't have to prove anything.

I began to see things. Coffee cups lined up behind a counter in a cafe. Or a dog walking along a sidewalk. Or the way the mouse on my dresser top stopped there, really stopped there, with its body, its ears, its nose.

It was fixed, a bit of life caught within itself, and its eyes looked at me, and they were beautiful. Then it was gone.

I began to feel good. I began to feel good in the most situations, and there were plenty of those. Like say, the boss behind his desk.

He is going to have to fire me. I've missed too many days.He's dressed in a suit, necktie, glasses. He says, ' I am going to have to let you go.' 'It's all right, ' I tell him.

He must do what he must do. He has a wife, a house, children, expenses, most probably a girlfriend. I'm sorry for him. He's caught.

I walk out into the blazing sunshine. The whole day is mine, temporarily anyhow.

The whole world is at the throat of the world. Everybody feels angry, short-changed, cheated. Everybody is despondent, disillusioned.

I welcomed shots of peace, tattered shards of happiness. I remember that stuff like the hottest number, like high heels, breasts, singing, the works.

Don't get me wrong, there is such a thing as cockeyed optimism that overlooks all basic problems just for the sake of itself.

This is a shield and a sickness. The knife got near my throat again. I almost turned on the gas again.

But when the good moments arrived again, I didn't fight them off like an alley adversary.

I let them take me. I luxuriated in them. I bade them welcome home. I even looked into the mirror once having thought myself to be ugly.

I now liked what I saw. Almost handsome . Yes, a bit ripped and ragged. Scars, lumps, odd turns. But all in all, not too bad.

Almost hadsome.

Better at least than some of those movie star faces like the cheeks of a baby's butt.

And finally I discovered real feelings for others, unheralded.

Like lately, like this morning, as I was leaving for the tracks, I saw my wife in bed, just the shape of her head there, covers pulled high, just the shape of her head there.

Not forgetting centuries of living and the dead and the dying, the pyramids, Mozart dead, but his music still there in the room, weeds growing, the Earth turning, the tote board waiting for me.

I saw the shape or my wife's head, she so still. I ached for her life, just being there under the covers.

I kissed her on forehead, got down the stairway, got outside, got into my marvelous car, fixed the seat belt, backed out the drive.

Feeling warm to the fingertips, dowm to my foot on the gas pedal, I entered the world once more, drove down the hill past the house full and empty of people.

I saw the mailman, honked. He waved back at me."

看到20+弃剧，剧情气人，木星辰是什么中央空调型渣男啊，也是很服气了。要不是看了天雷一部之春花秋月这一部戏真的不会看，编剧怎么想的啊。李宏毅和赵露思cp感蛮足的，为什么就不能好好演部甜剧呢？春花秋月里女主虐男主，青囊传男主女虐男主，晕。如果他俩还能有机会合作，希望会是一部甜度高的剧。

《魔女之旅》绝对是一部优秀的单元剧动画作品，比起国内优秀作品《刺客伍六七》有异曲同工的地方，所谓单元剧，就是每集都是单独的故事，不看上集看下集没有太大影响，剧情方面，除了一部分重要人物的交代以外，确实是做到了每集讲一到两个小故事。这样的作品，更加适合现在的快节奏，那么，确定了制作形式，难点就在于怎么让每个故事都做到独具匠心，都有特色，而不是让人看上半部分就猜到下半部分。

那么，我在这里不得不说，《魔女之旅》的剧情发展，在情理之中又在意料之外，说情理之中，其实或多或少在一些细节方面都存在铺垫，剧情深度也不仅仅是图一乐的感觉，运用这种黑暗童话的风格，会不由得提高作品高度，没办法，这就是常态，黑深残反转就比平平淡淡才是真要更加让人记忆深刻。而《魔女之旅》，在黑暗风以及欢乐喜剧向的程度把控上，也是恰到好处，相互调剂，让人不会一直保持某种心理状态。

至于说作者脑洞大开，有一些剧情的确是出乎意料的精彩，反转也让人记忆犹新，比如时之回溯以及最后的各式各样的伊蕾娜，和沙耶互换身体那一块，都让人佩服作者的脑洞，至于为什么说童话风，因为故事还是比较简单的，甚至高度概括就一两句话可以讲清楚一集的内容，这点，与《刺客伍六七》相当类似。

能把故事说好是一方面，怎么去表现才是观众最直观的感受，直接体现在画面、声音上面，作画属于优质的范畴，许多颜色的搭配看上去非常让人觉得舒适，作品战斗场面不多，但是魔法空战也制作得不错，十分流畅。

人物塑造方面，成功塑造了屑魔女伊蕾娜的形象，她冷静、傲娇、自恋、有点点贪财，制作组在她身上可谓是下足了力气，人物动作、细节方面制作精良，《魔女之旅》更多的是站在伊蕾娜第三方的角度上看问题，讲故事，故事的主角，并不一定是她，所以会给人一种看童话的感觉，不过就算是童话，也是深度比较深的童话故事了。

如果硬要说存在什么不足，那就是跳跃式的悲喜剧切换，让人怀着等转折的心情看了一部纯喜剧，又或者是在毫无防备中被突如其来的反转带来不适，这样单元剧基调变换的形式并不能让所有观众买账。

总而言之，作为一部画面制作精美、故事引人入胜、结局意想不到的作品，值得一看。

出轨就没得聊了嗷，再见??

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很少追泰剧，上次看泰剧还是很久很久以前的小时候，夏天在空调房抱着个西瓜和妈妈一起看，印象还停留在剧情狗血，声音浮夸上。

去年，最期待的电影本该是《刻在你心底的名字》，前有金马做宣传铺垫，后有预告片刀刀戳心，外加神一样的同名主题曲，可谓是钓足了我的胃口。但电影年初就开始的宣传造势，等到网飞正式上映却得临近年末。后千辛万苦找到了小说资源，别扭的繁体字和近乎接近于乱码的排版，几经劝退还是读完。或许正是对这部电影报以了太高的期待，才导致最终看到成片的时候我几乎是大失所望（当然这都是后话了）。

就在等待《刻》公映的漫长时间里，突然发现了这部《以你的心诠释我的爱》，当时看到评论说这是亚洲的《call me by your name》（以下简称name，现在依旧没看过），心里属实觉得抵触，name一类的悲剧同志电影，舍不得看，也怕看。后某朋友说《以你》不是悲剧，所以在某一个闲暇的午后，抱着试试看的心情点开了。

哪知，只看了第一集，我就恨不得向全世界安利这部泰剧。那句，“可以吗？”“可以”，几乎狠狠地敲打了一下我的心脏，

原来，世界上真的有这么干净又甜蜜的感情。

我真的太沉迷于第一季的相识到误解到相知到奉献，最终在落日余晖下的告白相爱了。

你看，明明情节没有跌宕起伏，没有爱而不得和爱的死去活来，但细腻的感情总是在每一个角落都慢慢的渗透出来。

少年的感情是我明明一开始讨厌椰子，却因为你头发上的香味而开始喜欢这个气味；是在夕阳下的余晖里用蹩脚的中文唱着“万里迢迢江水未曾能把我阻拦”，靠歌词试探着表达我的心意；是中二的我做出的为你放弃唾手可得的心仪大学录取；是我在天台哭的稀里哗啦鼻涕泡泡糊满全脸，就只是因为一想到你如果不喜欢我就真的好难过……

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陆森发现自己已经真正的爱上了星期五，请教过傅阳过后，决定将星期五的记忆给删除。陆森决定在删除记忆之前再和星期五度过一天，做一个好好的告别。他给星期五买了一束花，那也是他第一次送给女孩子鲜花，也因为星期五陆森开始喜欢上了向日葵。就在这个时候天空下起了雨，星期五也从自己的背包当中拿出了雨伞。同样的在游乐园当中，同样的是两个人在雨伞当下躲雨，唯一不同的是两个人这一次并没有接吻。当回到实验室之后，陆森哽咽着给星期五戴上了一条项链，再说完“我爱你”三个字后便按下了清除记忆的按键……

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我真的看的要气死了 重头到尾报仇结果一个人没啥 无限放虎归山 然后害死身边的人 这编剧一点逻辑没有 主角天天气的像要杀人一样结果都没啥 什么玩意 圣母的主角真是绝了 跟着这样的主角会被害死 身边的人一个个的被自己放过的人杀了 主角就不会改变一下自己吗 杀气腾腾的结果屁没有一个

内特拉姆的成长是存在的问题的，当然与他自己本身的心理疾病有关，但这种有关本在一对好父母的关怀下是可以向好的，但是父亲因热切希望的海边小屋被别人抢购后一病不起，母亲近似于苛刻的纠正与陪伴却让内特拉姆渐行渐远，其实他是有一根底线的，就是不要伤害爱他的人，好不容易 一个除了他父母愿意接受他的海伦，也在车祸中逝世了，那么当身边的人都消失后，他能做啥？静静地等待着死亡？还是重新去接受这个社会亦或是被 这个已经遗弃他的社会继续遗弃？

于是惨案就发生了，似乎没有去根本地说明惨案的原因，那是因为这种片子永远是当时民众最不愿意提起的一切，可是这个事件的影响 力又特殊到可以让所有的人去重新观察到当年的事件，去或多或少的思考各种公共政策对人以及人对社会的互相影响，克制成为这个片子最大的优点，男主这个演技真的让人在某时感到那种阳光下的冰霜，好可怕的感觉，不愧影帝之封啊。除了男主外，喜欢 那个无奈但又不知道该如何办的母亲，包括母亲和海伦的对戏时，完全占于上风的表演，难怪镜头始终怼着母亲那充满苍桑的脸颊和那种说不明道不清不知道未来在何方的眼神。

Chef's Table is never solely focused on food and chef themselves. It tells people's stories,which serve as clear threads connecting their lives. In that sense, we can all relate to them, finding ourselves in their stories. Some common narratives are:

1)About cooking as a career:

Cooking was not a decent career choice, yet they change how their parents' perception through their efforts. How they ascertain cooking as a life-long passion and how their lives are connected to cooking(Asma cooked to fill the void of living in London as a housewife) .

Why can they be outstanding in their job: Have the emulative spirit to prove themselves(Asma to prove herself no worse than boys. She exhibits real heroism in empowering her female community after gaining momentum herself )

2)About memories around food:

Their initial memory about food came from grandma cooking for/with them. They all relived those dishes later in life;

Dining is not just about eating,but more about people gathering around the table,chatting and laughing, creating shared memories. In this way, modern people eating takeout alone in the room,staring at screens is a pathetic scenario, only for the purpose of filling their stomach.

3)About food,eating and cooking:

They all revolutionized people's perception about certain cuisine in one way or another. Examples are southern food and animal-eating;

How certain kind of cuisine and eating habits are built upon people's economic position, local weather and soil condition and lifestyle etc. (The African-American community);

首先要承认，这部戏一开始吸引我的点，还是安建导演和罗晋的黄金组合，上一部《安家》在荧幕上大爆之后，这几年演古装戏更多的罗晋，好像突然又找到了现代戏的感觉，于是两人便趁热打铁有了第二次合作。

很多人对于这部戏一定会先入为主，在看之前就被所谓的“农村题材”劝退，如果是这样的话，那你真不知道自己错过了一部“宝藏剧”。也有不少人也是因为罗晋在内的几位主演，才抱着看一看试试的心态。所以第一集的剧情是否精彩，将直接决定有多少人选择留下来，而《江山如此多娇》真的做到了，这可以说是近几年来最精彩的首播集了。

第一集的高光时刻无疑是举手表决“改遗嘱”一场戏，男主角濮泉生刚一上任，就遇到镇党委龙书记因公殉职一事，虽然龙书记遗嘱里要把党费充公，但是濮泉生认为这笔钱更应该留给龙书记的儿子，因为作为扶贫对象的后者更需要钱，他还通过一番义正严辞的演讲，“强行逼迫”与会人员举手表决，最终采用了自己的方案。

除此之外，濮泉生一上任还做了另外两件事。第一集一开头，为了躲避山洪暴发，他叫停了碗米溪村一年一度的斗牛比赛；为了追究龙书记发生意外的责任，濮泉生还将碗米溪村的村支书和村主任立即停职。这三个举动可称得上是“新官上任三把火”，刚一来就将这个平静的小村落搞了个底朝天。

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在b站上看到剪辑引起了兴趣，找来看了看。一句话概括，情节一塌糊涂，服装华丽，歌很好听。

故事是十分老套的寻找真爱之吻，不知道作者是想要寓教于乐还是笔力不足，对于善恶的描绘过于拙劣，让人无法共情。

主人公的性格过于跳跃，阿加莎还好，一直是支持自己朋友的人设。索菲的性格行为转变太过于突然，让人难以接受，在唱歌的时候果断疯癫，没了歌又糊涂又愚蠢，总之很奇怪。

演员们的服装，场景都很好，有好几套衣服让人心动。但也有比较怪异的，里面有一个光头女巫，变"成善“之后居然在头上别了一朵花，让人费解。还有两位校长的造型，让人一言难尽。

电影可能为了满足现在西方的政治正确，出现了大量亚裔，黑人的镜头，但是并没有让人觉得有什么美感。这些种族也可以很美，不明白出现的人物为什么都很奇怪。

最后故事的主旨应该是友谊之爱可以超越一切？我在看到电影中间的时候以为主旨是没有绝对的善恶，人是复杂的。可能二者都有吧，但是作者的处理不够好让人觉得混乱。

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